This month has not been fun and we are only in day 4. Granted I am including the last week of February but still. GIVE ME A BREAK.
(1) We have officially reached month 12 of TTC. Seriously, who would have ever imagined. I have my obligatory one year appointment tomorrow. I don't know how far we will go to make this happen.
The good news is that I called the insurance company and I do have coverage for all of my IF testing. No coverage for medications or procedures, but I will take what I can get.
At this point I am super frustrated and feel like it may never happen. But I guess what will be will be.
(2) We decided to look into putting the house on the market. While the house seems to be getting great reception (as it should after all the work we have put into it), it appears we are upside down in our loan because of all the foreclosures in the area.
There are positives and negatives with the housing market being on the outs. Though we will most likely not get out of our home what we have put into it, we will get a lot more for our money when we get a new house.
Again, with everything in life nothing is ever black and white it is usually a shade of gray.
(3) My yearly merit increase was a JOKE! I seriously busted my ass for this company last year for nothing. I told my boss point blank that he might as well have just punched me in the face. I also told his boss that (whom I am very close with). I have made it very clear that I wish to be moved outside of the department I am in so that my strengths can be used accordingly. I am in a very unhappy place right now with my career.
I really need to get off my ass and finish my degree. I keep making excuses. Pregnancy being on the top of that list. But obviously, I should not be using that excuse.
I have been repeating this to myself for the last week:
I will just keep pushing along, after all what else can I do?
<3 you.
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