Friday, October 12, 2012

7 months ;(

I started this blog thinking that I would be sharing my pregnancy experience. Thus far it has not been the case.

I had my Mirena removed on Valentines Day. The doctor suggested taking BCP for 1-3 months to get my cycles regulated because I never had a period on the IUD. I finished one pack. I have been off BCP for 7 months on the 15th. For the last 5 months I have had a perfect 28 day cycle. I have been able to confirm ovulation on the 12th or 13th day each time. Obviously, I am not pregnant. I am beginning to get very frustrated with this process.

It is hard to stay positive when there seems to be an “oops” baby boom at work. That coupled with the “it will happen just don’t stress” makes me want to punch people in the throat box.  My mother is no exception to the rule. If she tells me one more time that she never “tried” to get pregnant she just stopped taking BC and it happen within a month the first time (me) and two months the second time (my brother).  Another person who’s throat box is in jeopardy is my sex ed teacher from middle school. “F” you for making everyone think it was simple to get pregnant.

People who have never had difficulty just don’t understand. Friends of mine who did have a hard time keep telling me that 7 months is no time. Well, I can guaren-damn-t you that they were just as obsessed as I am at this point.