Let me prepare you for the whinefest that is about to begin... I am sorry in advance!
I am sad.
I am mad.
I am jealous.
All in all, I am over it!
I wonder what we have done to piss off God.
Why not us? Why someone with a dead end job and a boyfriend who refuses to work?
This process is making me shelter myself from other people to ward off uncomfortable situations.
I wish I could just "go with the flow".
Sometimes I think it is a punishment to know too much.
I just want to catch a break.